BABY!

on July 6, I found out i was going to be a mom..crazy! im not really a baby person so this is a pretty big deal... i was taking pretty big measures to make sure I wouldnt be a mom yet.. but if God wants me to have a baby, i will have the best baby in the world and be the best mom i can. At about 6 weeks I got so sick. I did nothing but throw up and lay in bed for two weeks, I lost 20 lbs.. and had to be taken to the ER, and by that I mean i drove myself to the er because mike wouldnt help because he said he was tired and i hadnt dared to tell anyone else yet. i hope I start feeling better soon, (I hate iv's) cause pregnancy is not fun right now..:( I wish Michael acted how I hoped he would, I have lost so much repsect for him, he used to be so sweet and nice and fun, hopefully he will come around and be nice to my baby at least. July 11th was the worst day I had ever had, I hope I made the best choice even though it was a tough choice..I had to move back to my parents till I can find a good place for me and the babe that i can actuallu afford. I had my first Dr. apt, I am so scared to be a mom. I have no idea what I am doing.

I'm just a kid.. how am i going to raise one...

Ashlynn