Qualities

I have literally wiped mine and Bostons house clean of any reminiscent her 'father left behind. Her last name is legally Bronson. Here is the thing I dont display quite often enough to readers of this blog... I will never condone his and his families actions while I was pregnant or how the birth and first months of my daughters life were handled but at the same time I also do not say bad things about 'him to Boston. I should also point out that I dont speak about 'him at all to her. I am disgusted daily at what gets said about me by his wife, and what she did while I was pregnant, no kinds words about her will EVER come out of my mouth about her when speaking to my baby. I do not hate her father but a quality I do not have yet is forgiveness  I pray daily that one day I can completely forgive him not for me, but more for my daughter. Although at the moment I have a hard time finding good words about him, I am aware that for 8 months before I got pregnant I thought that there were a plethora of good qualities that he had. Like I said, nearly everything that he left here is gone, I do however keep just a few photos to show my sweet baby that for a while her parents got along great and so she will always realize what a blessing she was.

There are good and bad qualities that both of us carry and I only can pray that she inherits only the good.


"The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong." 

xo:
ashlynn&boston BRONSON