I get that sometimes I thrive off opposition. In 97 the Utah Jazz actually weren't terrible. It was the year of Stockton and Malone... Growing up my family's house is literally a few minutes from Utah, so of course that was my family's team. And of course I had to be opposite of them... Just because... So I became obsessed with The Bulls, I loved Jordan(which lets be honest Kobe will never be him)Pippen and Rodman. I gloated like crazy when they beat them for the title. My mom played off it and instead of getting me a cute little pink girls coat for Christmas that year that I wanted I got a little boys red Bulls coat, which I still have for camping, thank you very much.
Sometimes I say its black when its white just so I can prove something. I have been learning to now pick my battles and only have opposition in things that are important. I'm learning to not gloat (at least publicly) when bad things happen to people I don't like. Im also learning to be an empathetic person... I have super empathy for a lot... But even I can only stand so much before I get super annoyed.... I'm not saying I invented something's specific but when the exact things I do get posted the next day.... I feel like I'm living in a creepy movie daily...I try to always have a mind over matter attitude..I don't mind cause you don't matter... But I even get breaking points. I feel like I have had to change so much this past year my middle name should be adapt....
Okay, that was my nonsense for the day, thanks for the listening ear with my ramblings that made zero sense... Sometimes I just think things and write them and I may be offensive to someone, if that's the case I am sorry, I honestly don't even proofread the majority of the time and I should work on filtering.
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Ashlynn&Boston BRONSON
It was so good to meet you Friday night. Haha we were all laughing just the other day about how Tonya is your mini me... But less hotter
ReplyDeleteAhhhhh I would tell you to post the pictures I sent of that freak but I'm sure she would even love negative attention.
ReplyDeleteYou are better than her ash!
Oh my hell!!!!!!! What is wrong with that creepy ass!?!?'b did you see her new things?! I'm like terrified she is going to kidnap you and Boston next with how obsessed with you she is... It's not normal! ! She better lath up that confidence make up on thick cause this is al disgusting haha. She makes anyone from Wyoming embarrassed
ReplyDeleteI love the Jazz! I was always so mad at you during every game of the playoffs!
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