Stress :(

This momma gets a tiny bit of downtime today. Boston's 'father is in town and he gets his court ordered little visit that happens every two months so he can feel like a dad. As much as I forgive him I personally don't believe he deserves it... He doesn't know her and with not having paid Aprils child support he is still over 1500 behind on child support. I have always heard that a real dad pays for their child without the state having to get involved. Next Friday the ORS will be taking legal action which will be nice that I don't have to and that Boston and I can stop pinching every penny. I miss my baby girl like crazy and I am scared for her but on the plus side she will be back with her momma and in her home tomorrow and I made it to work on time today; actually five minutes early! I don't spend my nights at home with Boston instead of going out so people will think I'm a great mom but I do it because she changes so much and will only be little for so long and I don't want to miss any of it. I'm looking forward to what Tonya tries to put on social networks implying am she is her mom and copy everything I do a little bit more, its sort of entertaining (and pathetic) having a mini me, if you don't believe me ask me and I will show you... Hope my baby girl is having a good time with her 'dad, I'm glad he is taking the time to get to know her. Please send your thoughts and prayers to this stressed out nervous mamma!

XO;
Ashlynn&Boston BRONSON

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