Home is where your mom is

Boston spent a short amount of time with her "dad" this weekend  but will obviously be back in the morning to celebrate Father's Day with me. She only see's him every few months for a short time but I have missed her so much, it's hard to explane to someone unless they are also a parent. I worked a bit more to earn some extra money for my babe, but I really have to give credit to my friends;'they really pulled through and made sure I stayed busy and had fun to keep myself from being worried sick...

We saw a couple movies... This was before one with me and B. Pitt...

Had an amazing dinner with the best dessert at BWW.i was overwhelmed by its size. Get the chocolate cake there, it's amazing!

I was in Preston so I had to make a quick stop in front of my old stomping grounds for an awkward picture.

Went to the beach, and did squats with Sam on my back to prove how strong I am ;)

Me and my baby mama friend, taya.

456 e. 100 n... Minus chance..

Every night I sing, "You are my sunshine- my only sunshine" to Boston so I had my sister help with these beautiful necklaces for Boston and I for Fathers Day presents to ourselves!

Then I had got something I wanted for a while... You can either judge this or you can realize how special this day was to me.

I am a wuss when it comes to needles (im actually almost even more nervous posting about this because of judgement) but this obviously meant a lot to me, and I have thought about it for a while...2.24.12 is the day that I gave birth to my sweet baby, that day was the best (and most painful) day of my life, and I love the reminder of that at all times.

I'm glad I ended up having a good time even without my sweet little baby; it was weird that I took a bath alone and didnt change any diapers for a short time... But I am so glad to have her back in the morning. I'm anticipating the hurtful and vicious things that will be thrown in my direction soon. I was taught that even though its super hard to be without bost, I can make it and she always comes back, home is where your mom is.

XO:

Ashlynn&Boston BRONSON

Also... A huge congratulations to my beautiful friend, Dede, who had her sweet baby! At nine months pregnant she still went on a stroller walk with Boston and I this week. Welcome to motherhood, it's the best.