Slump..

I am in a slump. I am trying to be more positive for the sake of my baby. I don't really know what to say tonight other than Boston and I appreciate all of your kind messages and support. From last night to this evening I had over 2600 people view this blog, and countless messages sent. I cant even describe how kindness from my friends, family and some even strangers helps remove some of the sadness that has been felt in our home the last few days.

I am confused and I honestly am really sad and worried but I do know that I will do whatever I have to so that Boston remains safe and happy. Some peoples actions make me sick.

I found out I was going to be a mom on July 6, 2011. Since that moment I havnt taken a break from it. I never threw in the towel and said that today I didn't want to be a parent anymore or I would rather be off doing something for just myself. I dont change my mind on my feelings towards Boston, ever, I actually love her more every day.

I hate that I get jealous when I see other new, first time moms that dont have to deal with certain things. That just get to be content and happy with their new precious baby. 

Thank you for helping us get through this rough time.

God Knows That I've Tried Seeing The Bright Side...

XO:
Ashlynn & Boston Bronson

I wish this was a better recording but this is Bostons first actual crawl where she isnt just rolling or pushing her self backwards  It was Sunday night and it was one of my proudest moments. I literally cried when she was did it. I am so proud of her!