I have had a couple people make jokes saying, "I wish you guys could duke it out Hunger Games style. We would defiantly put our money on you." Which worries me since I am 5'5"and 120 pounds, and I'm not a strong person, which means people think I must be vicious. I have thought about that a lot today, and I have realized when it comes to my baby, who is my world, I will be vicious. I have reached the point that I can handle un-kind things being thrown in my direction and generally not flinch but when it comes to the welfare of my Boston... I will Tare your eyeballs out before I let anything disrupt the life I have built for her, and I dare bet that any good mom would feel the same.The story of a mama bear is completely real. I have learned to build up very high walls, but at the same time I do not hate hardly anyone, IF I dont like you there is a very good reason why. I have been hurt and torn apart more than I deserve and have the scars to prove it, but the scars I have turned me into who I am today, and I will not apologize for that.
Outgoing, spoiled, funny, trusting these are all words people used to use when they described me. Things have drastically changed when Boston came into my life. I have had the words durable, determined, strong, scarred. .. The past year Boston has grown and changed so much but I guess I have, too.
**“It has been said, 'time heals all wounds.' I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it is never gone.”
Rose Kennedy
**"Scars have the strange power to remind us that our past is real."
Cormac McCarthy
**"Scars fade with time. And the ones that never go away, well, they build character, maturity, and caution."
Erin McCarthy
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Ashlynn&Boston BRONSON
MY WORLD...
She get it from her Ma... yeah we look good ;)
This person who wrote this is a poor excuse of a human who has nothing better to do with her time! You are great, Ashlynn. If I ever meet this person I will for sure give them a piece of my mind!
ReplyDeleteI am not your friend, you don't know me...and I think you are lovely! :) And I am amazed that this Kenzie knows enough to know I think you are disgusting...I mean wow. I read your blog because Alicia posts your posts on her Facebook page, and my heart breaks for you at the life lessons you are having to learn the hard way, but smiles at your love for your little girl and the wisdom you gain everyday. I am a mommy of three little girls, happily married to the love of my life for 15 years, college educated, stay at home Mormon mommy who thinks you are going to come out of this refiner's fire wiser and kinder(because you will have compassion for all who suffer, which last I checked was all of us at some point and in some way). I enjoy "watching" you learn and grow. I am sorry it is so tough, but it won't always be.
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