Dampened day

II am having an awesome day. I had work and then I am off for the weekend for my birthday... Within a thirty minute timespan I got sent by 8 different people what Tonya had to say about me today.

It's sad she can't just leave us be. She plays no significant role in the life of myself or my child. My baby is going to see her as the joke she is, because of her own classless doing. Its sad that nothing more important goes on in her life then to antagonize us. I started my blog a year before she was even in the picture so for her so lay out assumptions that I copied her is insulting. Yes, I know she had it designed like mine, and she try's to add pictures like mine or end each one like mine, I try to be flattered by it as annoying as it is. It's sad the attention she thrives off of. It makes my heart hurt. It has been said by herself that she has nothing to do during her days other then sit at a beach or shop and now try to tare me down. Maybe she coould get a job to help with their expenses. Real dads pay for their children without the law forcing them to... yes, he still isnt caught up on child support and hasnt paid this month yet. She has even at one point emailed one of the give-a-way sponsors to tell them that they would never purchase anything for supporting Boston and I in a give a way. I am so sad that we are getting bullied. I respect to a point that biologically Mike is Bostons dad, but beyond that everything Tonya has done has crossed too many boundaries. I will be honest, I have never liked her, I never had a reason to, but any morsale of chance of me ever liking her vanished the day she openly bragged about hooking up with my baby's "father" while I was in labor. No matter how high you walk with your head held it will never erase the scumbag things you did.

I know that you mean well when you message me to tell me of her disgusting actions. I know strangers that know of her and not me think it cheers me up to tell me what she has done but it really just puts a damper on my day. Let her keep posting self pictures, I will continue to post pictures  of my beautiful baby. Let her keep trying for attention and sympathy. Keep letting her drag her name and the last name Elgan through the mud but I don't want to hear of it. I'm so happy Boston is a BRONSON.

What a sad way to start my birthday weekend. I am in tears. Does being a single mom always have to come with so much heartache from bitter people? My pregnancy was terrible emotionally because of Boston's "father". Is she going to keep trying to hurt me all of Boston's life? Will I still receive bitter and mean messages from his family members? Is my happiness too much for her to handle..If so I'm not sure I can be strong enough for it. I pray no mom will ever have to cry countless nights or be out through what I have.