Retrospect

I was looking back on things and found this... It was the very first post I wrote. I was a scared,nervous and very alone, sick girl. I didn't start it to compete or to try to make another person feel bad. This blog was actually kept private so just I could see till Boston was about five months old. The only person I compete with is the person I was yesterday. I didn't try to copy someone else to Hurt their feelings. It makes my heart break that other people have done that. I got a message sent to me that said "if someone keeps trying to pull you down, it's because you are already above them".  I actually didnt know the person who sent that to me, they had only heard about me from a bitter person. I'm so glad I am so happy now, I'm so happy I got blessed with a beautiful baby; even if I didn't have any clue what I was doing (and sometimes still don't). You have to get through the worst to get to the best. 

My life is so wonderful right now. I am so happy and so blessed. I have such an amazing life and an amazing baby! I'm so happy that I sign posts, "Ashlynn&Boston BRONSON" and not just "Ashlynn".  In retrospect things have worked out great for bost and I. We are so lucky to be able to do give-a-ways and give back a tiny to others like we have been given. We are so lucky to receive such nice messages and thoughts daily. On Mother's Day I got so many nice messages, texts and emails from people, some even strangers. I don't ever want our struggle to be what defines us, but rather just to teach me that I can do hard things. Most people are about as happy as they choose to be, thanks Abe.

I only took about four pictures total while I was pregnant and here is one of them.

Also, if you are leaving me comments and can only get it to come in as anonymous, I'm sorry, I will try to get it fixed soon, but please at least leave your name at the bottom.

XO:

Ashlynn&Boston BRONSON