Why

We went to a funeral viewing tonight. First of all, I avoid funerals and viewings. I have probably gone to ten the last fifteen years. If I make it to one it's one that is important to me. The one tonight was a man who lives by my parents, He graduated high school with my mom, he may be one of the best, kindest, most hard working, sincere men I ever met. 

He lost his battle with cancer last week. Things like this tend to make me question a lot of things. He was a good man and had done good thins with his life. He still had a family to take care of so it just seems so unfair. Cancer is such as asshole, it's not fair to see such strong people taken away from it.

If you want to actually hear God laugh tell him what your plans and tie ideal world would be. I just will never be able to comprehend things like I wish I could. Bad things happen to bad people all the time but they also happen to really great people, too. And it always makes me wonder why? In the scheme of things it just doesn't make sense to me.