Bad People

I was almost in tears, on the brink of a breakdown. If you read my last post you know that I was upset. Nearly weekly I get attacked by the person Boston's "dad" is with now. I have become a strong girl, I have had no choice, but constantly being attacked and talked about gets hard. I used to be flattered that I was all she spoke about and thought about but it has gotten to the point that its hard to deal with  I had a friend come over and Boston and I were on the floor and I was staring into space overwhelmed with anger and hurt. Boston came up to me and wiped the tears off my cheek, smiled and me and gave me a kiss. She knew I needed it. When my friend came over he reminded me that Boston is what's important and I have her and she needs me to not cry or get upset but to be a mom.

People know, people that matter know. If you know me you know how much Boston has always meant to me. People who love me and know the truth are not going to have their mind changed by the mean and malicious things she chooses to say about me. If you know the situation you already know what my pregnancy was like, you know who wasn't involved in the first of Boston's life till he was legally obligated to.

Bad people bring out the bad in others. I love my life, I love my friends, I love my family and more than anything I love my sweet baby. I refuse to let a bad person continue to bring out the bad in me or others around me. Yes, legally I do plan on using what has been shown to me but besides that I will let her burry herself and her in-laws she has done a good job of that thus far. Be thankful for all of the mean, difficult and bad people in your life, they show you exactly who you don't want to be. My parents are great people and they taught me about having manners, I do not need to lower myself. Thank you for the nice messages you sent me tonight, they helped so much.