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Wednesday, July 10, 2013

It Goes On

A little after I had Boston and the dust had started settling a bit and I started to get my health back I had my mom come down to see us.  My mom had a conversation with me, She told me that there were people who thought I wouldn't be able to do this, there would be people who thought I would fail and they would be watching and waiting for it. She was pretty serious when she said. "Prove them wrong".

I've made mistakes in my life. I've let people take advantage of me & I've expected less than what i deserve. But I've learned from my bad choices, and even though there are some things I can never get back and people who will never be sorry, I will be a better person from this.

I have been called ugly, fat and a bad mom; only one of those things actually makes me sad. I have been mean and I have had people be mean to me.  I have been at my most unhealthy, with a newborn baby, crying and praying for a solution. I have been relentlessly stalked and copied. I have been so poor that rather than asking my parents for more help than they have already generously offered I sold some of my most prized possessions to be able to buy diapers. I have cried myself to sleep, I have been lied about and I have been humiliated. Through all of this I can sum up what I have learned about life in three words.... It goes on.

Thank you so much for all of the kind messages; they literally help more than you will ever know. This got sent to us from my friend, Olivia, and it may be one of our favorites.

XO:
Ashlynn&Boston BRONSON

4 comments:

  1. You are an amazing strong young mom. I have enjoyed cheering you on. Karma is a funny thing. Sometimes it take longer than we wish it would but it always comes around. Don't worry you are a good person and good karma will come to you just as bad karma will come to bad people.

    Keep your chin up and keep being amazing. There are so many people cheering you on and praying for you.

    L. Jensen

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  2. Gordon Hinckley always has a great of saying just what we need to hear. So simple yet so true and powerful. Hang in there girl. People who don't get to associate with you often enough think you're AWESOME!

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  3. I really worry about you. You two feed off each other's negativity like crackheads. I don't think you should forgive and forget. She's done some shady shit, but to be this consumed and full of hatred isn't healthy!! Let her spout of lies and bullshit. Your true friend and family know who you are and what a great mother you are. I think in the near future you will eventually have to accept that Tonya isn't going anywhere and as Boston grows it's going to be her decision if she wants to like her or not. I don't think it'll be fair for her to have you two putting each other down in front of her 24/7. You're amazing and strong. You're a loving mother. I know for a fact that YOU ARE better than this......

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  4. She is just trying for attention. It's like she has nothing better to do all day than stalk you and write a rebuttal. Has she ever even apoligiZed. Probably not... She should be asked.

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